Labing Apat

Labing Apat

Muli nating balikan 

Ang ating nakaraan

Labing apat na taon nakalipas

Wala pa rin tayong kupas 🤣

Tawang tawa ako sa rhyming

Dapat laging nasa timing

Sobrang seryoso

Akala mo naman may papremyo

Pero hindi nga,

Malapit na tayong mag labing apat na taon

Naisip ko ano nnmang pakulo gagawin ko

So eto na nga,

Sisimulan ko mula ikalawa ng Abril

Bawat araw iisip ng dahilan 

Kung bakit andito pa rin

Bawat araw hanggang umabot sa 15.

Una, mahal kita dahil malaki ang puso mo hindi lang sakin kundi sa lahat ng nakapaligid satin. 😍 422020

Pangalawa, mahal kita dahil mahaba ang pasensya mo sa ugali ko kahit sobrang tampong tampo ka na. 🥺 432020

Pangatlo, mahal kita dahil masarap kang magluto. 🤤 442020

Pangapat, mahal kita dahil napapatawa mo ako. 😂 452020

Panglima, mahal kita dahil tanggap natin ang kakulangan ng bawat isa. 🥳 462020

Panganim, mahal kita dahil kahit magkalayo man tayo, araw araw mo pa din pinaparamdam na mahal mo ako. ☺️472020

Pangpito, mahal kita dahil marami tayong natututunan sa bawat isa. 🤓 482020

Pangsiyam, mahal kita dahil hanggang ngaun dka pa rin bumibitaw. 🥰 492020

Pangsampu, mahal kita dahil patuloy kang sumusuporta sa mga plano ko kahit minsan dko alam kung kaya ko. 😅4102020

Panglabing isa, mahal kita dahil kahit ilang beses tayong magaway, nagagawa pa rin nating magpatawad. 😌4112020

Panglabing dalawa, mahal kita dahil pinagkakatiwalaan mo ako. 😳 4122020

Panglabing tatlo, mahal kita dahil isa kang malaking pruweba na kahit papano ay mga lalaki pa rin na gaya mo na kayang magmahal ng totoo. 😁 4132020

Panglabing apat, mahal kita dahil sa kahit na anong pagsubok alam kong kakayanin nating dalawa. 😉 4142020

At sa bandang huli, mahal kita dahil ikaw ay ikaw. 4152020 MALIGAYANG IKA-LABING APAT NA ANIBERSAYO LAKAY. ❤️

Alam kong d naman talaga kelangan ng dahilan kung bakit mo mahal ang isang tao kung nagmamahal ka talaga. Basta mahal mo, mahal mo at yun ang mahalaga. 😘

-dhendhen ❤️

Supply vs Demand

More than a thousand nurses came to apply for a job that would only hire few applicants. I feel sad when I looked around the venue, all of us were hoping to land a job that the government offered. We were like bunnies that were running after a single carrot that the government holds.

Then my imagination went crazy while waiting in line for my number to be called, --What if these people were zombies and all of them wants something but instead of brains, it is a job they need. Then World War Z came to mind, what if there was 1 spot left and you have to fight your way to get it? I know some would definitely participate. It would be blood bath! It would be chaos!--

Gosh! This is worst than the licensure exam, thinking that these people have different reasons why they wanted the job. It was like we were fighting for our life, a battle that less than a few would win.

When being strong is the only choice you've got.

When you wanna break down, when you need a hug, when everything is messed up, when you need someone to talk to, and no one is there but yourself, what would you do? Nothing. You have to do it all by yourself. You want to break down? Please!Feel free to do so, in the confines of your own room. You need a hug? You can use your pillows for that, you can even cry on it too if you also need a shoulder to cry on. You need someone to talk to? I advice you to create your own blog or if you are one of those people who love to vent their feelings in the social media, maybe you'll be lucky and get a comment or two that says "it's ok, you'll be fine" and when everything is messed up, SUCK IT UP! Tomorrow, everything will be better but when it doesn't, that's too bad. ;) 

Sometimes, it sucks when people think that you are strong and your problems don't bother you. When your friends look up to you and ask for your advice, sometimes you feel that you have no right to ask for advice from them because you are the "STRONG" one and you should know the answers to your own problems. Maybe your friends don't feel that or maybe they do but do you think they are your real friends when they only know you if they need your advice? Well, it doesn't matter anyway as long as you stay as the real friend.

Being strong for yourself is hard work and when being strong is the only thing to do, remember that sandpapers are used to polish a magnificent woodwork.

Then my world stopped....

When he said I couldn't go

I fought my system to contradict

It's too much and I cannot bear

My world stopped in that moment..

It was like he was asking me to stop breathing

To close my eyes when there's a shooting star

To cover my ears when my favorite song is turned on

To feel pain while I'm in my happiest

When he said I couldn't go

I closed my eyes and still said 'Yes'

I put up a wall around myself so only I could feel the pain

My world stopped in that moment...

How will it be like, not seeing you around?

How will it be like, not hearing your voice?

How will it be like, not feeling your presence?

Then I realized, I didn't love him anymore...

It's unfair for him, Unfair for me

So I decided to sacrifice my happiness and Stay with him

I may not be happy but atleast one of us is going to be..

My world stopped in that moment...

I'll wait for the time when I see you one last time

Maybe I'll have the courage to admit what I feel inside

For now, I'm just going to put up a face that beams

Close my eyes and luckily see you in my dreams...

What I Feel.

Scared to show you how I feel

Scared to talk about the things I feel

Scared to know what your reactions might be

Scared of what may happen if i'll pull you close to me

Unsure if what you feel for me is true

Unsure if at the end it would be us two

Unsure of the words I've heard you oath

Unsure about you and what the future holds

Never will I regret the things I have said

Never will I do the things you detest

Never will I lie in front of your eyes

Never will I leave, until your feeling for me dies

I can write poems with you on my head

I can sing a love song for the feelings unsaid

I can feel my heart starts to dance with joy

I can smile at you forever like a little boy

Still scared that you might leave 

Still unsure if I should wear my heart on my sleeve

Still never will I regret the day that we've met

Still I can love you cause I know you're my fate, my kismet.

Tagalog naman. :)

Ikaw ang laging nasa isip

Laging laman ng panaginip

Hindi man ikaw ang sinisinta

Bakit kulang pag wala ka?

Sa bawat komposisyon na ginagawa

Mukha mo ang laging nakikita

Tama ba tong aking nadarama?

O sadya yatang mahal na kita

Gaya ng hindi pagtila ng ulan

Nadarama ko para sayo'y walang hanggan

Ganto din kaya ang iyong pakiramdam

O ako lang talaga ang nakakaramdam?

Minsan naisip kong itigil na nga ito

Ngunit bumabalik lagi ang tanong ko

"Pano mo iiwan ang taong hindi naman naging sayo?"

"Tanga ka ba? o niloloko mo lang sarili mo?"

Respeto ang tawag mo sa iyong pagiwas

Ngunit kitang kita naman ang iyong nadarama

Sa tuwing kasama ko ang aking sinisinta

Ikaw ay hindi makatingin o makatawa

Ako ay sobrang nalilito

Nagugulo ang ikot ng aking mundo

Hanggang ganto na lang talaga tayo

Hanggang matanggap natin ang sitwasyong ito

Pangako kong di kita iiwanan

Sa bawat landas na iyong dadaanan

Hinding hindi kita bibitawan

Sapagkat kapatid na lang ang ating turingan 

I Miss..

I miss the way the bright morning sun heats my skin

I miss the way the warm gentle breeze caress my face

I miss the smell of a freshly mowed lawn

I miss the smell of the salty sea water

I miss the way we banter

I miss the way you sing

I miss the time we talk seriously

I miss the time you laugh excessively

I miss the way you smile

I miss the way your skin touches mine

I miss the time we're together

I just wish that you were mine.