Saturday, November 10, 2012

Then my world stopped....


When he said I couldn't go
I fought my system to contradict
It's too much and I cannot bear
My world stopped in that moment..

It was like he was asking me to stop breathing
To close my eyes when there's a shooting star
To cover my ears when my favorite song is turned on
To feel pain while I'm in my happiest

When he said I couldn't go
I closed my eyes and still said 'Yes'
I put up a wall around myself so only I could feel the pain
My world stopped in that moment...

How will it be like, not seeing you around?
How will it be like, not hearing your voice?
How will it be like, not feeling your presence?
Then I realized, I didn't love him anymore...

It's unfair for him, Unfair for me
So I decided to sacrifice my happiness and Stay with him
I may not be happy but atleast one of us is going to be..
My world stopped in that moment...

I'll wait for the time when I see you one last time
Maybe I'll have the courage to admit what I feel inside
For now, I'm just going to put up a face that beams
Close my eyes and luckily see you in my dreams...

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