Confusion

This is not new.

I always get confused, but not with this kinds of feelings.

I do not know what to do.

It's hard for me to admit this things in my head.

I love you that's for sure.

But why, oh why, do I have to fall for another?

You are my future but he's always on my mind.

You are my Man, my bestfriend and my life.

But he is there, he listens, he cares...

He says the things that i wanted to hear from you.

He does the things that i wanted you to do for me.

Can this really happen?

I am falling for him.

I don't want to loose you.

I am selfish, I want to love you both.

He knows that i have you.

I know he has someone special too.

But we're falling for each other, what am i going to do?

I don't want to hurt you love.

I don't want to lie.

But I just couldn't let go of him, no matter how hard I try.

We've been together for so long.

I don't want to leave you.

But he's pull is so strong.

This situation is fucked-up.

I can't decide who.

Maybe a decision kiss will do.